>> Confessions of a teenage wanderer

Non! Coupé! Bébé, je sais que tu es un peu en pleine crise d'adolescence là, mais s'il te plaît, ne redis plus jamais cette réplique devant moi! Car non, ce n'est pas un "Stranger"... mais un visiteur ou blogueur si tu veux qui a une certaine identité mais qui préfère resté cacher sous un surnom pour pas qu'on le pousuit en justice (XD), qui n'a rien d'autre à faire, que de voir un blog plein d'esprit de m*rde! Ai un peu de respect, pour le pov' tcho' ou tcha', okay?! ... Merci bébé! Kiss Kiss. C'est toi la Star*! La caméra t'adore! Action!





Article : 6 Octobre 2007
+Edit: 7/10/07

Hallou les gens! Bon ben moi je m'appelle Lucie,... Lu' serait ptet plus facile à retenir?! lol, de toute façon pas besoin de connaître ou de se rappeller de mon nom, car on en aura pas besoin.. Ici, un blog comme tout les autres, mais aussi, un blog spécial, car c'est le mien. Mouhaha, ouii, c'est celui de Buckiiiie! Un endroit où la connerie, la funatisme, et surtout la gagatitude règnent! Car non seulement suis-je perverse, con, douée, intelligente, super trop canon ( nan, ça c'est faux ), fanatique, completement tarée.. ou plutôt gaga est un mot mieux approprié ^^, curieuse, happy ( en ce moment ), honnête, complementaire, sociable, Grande, ( 1m71, c'est bien grand nan? XD ), passionnées, amoureuse ( Taum, Rob', Jackson etc. Y'en a des noms XD ), musicienne, und so weiter...

Apart ça, ben ma vie se résume, à dodo, manger, LYCEE, manger, devoirs T____T, musique, manger, internetouTV, dodo. Je suis une pov' lycéenne qui passe en deuxième année dans ce systeme scolaire, qui a réussi sa première année de lycée, ( OUF! c'était bien dur x). Mes seuls centres d'interets sont la musique, et gaga, [friends family, of course.. mais bon, on sait ça.] I AM TWILIGHT-ADDICTED (et ça debut les débuts, bon pas début genre 05-06, mais one year after, avant que Eclipse ne sorte^^). Certes, j'ai des groupes préférées ouii, c'est vrai .. j'en ai même plusieurs exactement! ( pour l'instant, le chiffre peut et pourra monter ou descendre ) : Tokio Hotel, 30 Seconds To Mars, parmi tant d'autres artistes. Mais en ce moment je ne sais pas pourquoi, je privilégie les chansons de vidéos inconnues ( si très connues enfet, si tu regardes les chaînes des grandes video-istes de Twilight)... J'ai vécu mon premier concert cette année ( édit de 09: MotherF**k! Je m'étais pas rendu compte que ce blog je l'avais commencé il y a perpette!), c'était le 17 Avril 2007 ( au cas ou si ce blog reste encore vivant jusqu'a 2008, je pense pas. édit de 09: C'est vrai qu'il n'a pas survécu ou du moins genre 1 mois durant l'année 2008; toujours abandonnée durant la moitié de l'année 2009 mais repris en cette soirée du 16 Juillet !). Un concert de Tokio Hotel, avec deux - hum - connaissances. C'était le plus beau jour de ma vie, et aussi pour le fessier d'une d'elles. XD. Je ne veux pas en dire plus car cela concerne sa vie privé et également la mienne. Je ne veux pas trop dévoilé tout cela aux paparazzis, car je me sentirai espionner, ou je ne sais quoi, ^^(je trouve pas encore le mot exact, un edit possible dans les jours à venir).


Il y a eu un édit. C'était CACA l'écriture.


Pourquoi Buckiiiie ? Très bonne question, j''y ai longuement réfléchi.. déjà c'était un des rares noms qu'il restait de libre sans de " - ", sans de " 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,0 ", sans de " x ".
Buckiiiie car, j'aime le coffeeshop Starbucks;
Buckiiiie car, 4 " i "ça fait jolie;
Buckiiiie car, je trouve que c'est un super surnom;
Buckiiiie car, Tokio Hotel c'est 4 membres et non 2;
Buckiiiie car, les 4 personnes que je Totgeliebt sont mon père, GAGAs, Friiends (4 pour être plus précis + 1 + 2 ^^) !
Buckiiiie car, ça fait peut etre le 4° blog que j'ai fait sans dépasser les 1 pages;
Buckiiiie car, ça fait 4 concerts de Tokio Hotel auquels j'ai assisté;
Buckiiiie car, Buckiiiie c'est juste 9 lettres attachées ensemble.


+ Pour la culture générale.
My birthday est le 14 Août.
Ma fête est le 13 Décembre.
Vous pouvez me souhaiter chaque jour,
ces deux événements ^^.








2009!:
Wait, PAUSE. REWIND and FAST FORWARD.
Whoa. Shut up!
I can't believe that i wrote such things. C'est trop drôle. Rahlala, c'était encore quand la jeunesse me remplissait l'esprit et le corps comme du champagne ( what the hell is she talking about?)

PLAY. STOP.

Caution: In case you don't notice, most of this, well all of it practically ... it's just me talking to myself. i have this troubled mind - half of it only ( like that is just not enough; it's the unconscious one) sometimes speaks for itself and criticises the conscious one. Okay now that you have been warmed, un-luna[tique] people, i propose that you leave this instant. Don't go any further.

Now. PLAY.

Article : 16 Juillet 2009

During these summer holidays, i'm gonna stick to this imaginative promise ( that i invented, which i never really did in real life but unconsciously - while i was completey conscious - sweared and just the fact that i don't have anything else to do because i'm not going anywhere this year... hey a girl got to do what a girl's gotta do when she's bored and inspired at the same time - weird hun? i find it too ) bref... after this very long bracket ( because a bracket should never be too long,says Grammatical Rules of 09 ) it's just to say that
I'M BACK ... ( to black XD ). Seriously.

Okay, let's go. Well in this blog, i don't really know what i'm going to do. I think that i will tackle the beast like some sort of diary in progress. No. i'm not really going to reveal anything strictly personal of my own being but just what happens in my day to day life. Like the title said, this blog is going to be the home of my confessions. About stuff. That maybe you would want to know how i feel about it, what are my thought etc. Like a little forum you know. With des sujets et commentaires^^

The blog will be my little evasion moment of the day. ( I'll try to update it ASAP but i can't promise that.. well maybe i can, because unconsciously i did i said or maybe the correct word would be vowed that i'm going to update the blog with things and whatnot eventhough nothing interesting happens during the day. And the blog is just a place where i can write. Just the fun of typing^^ because i love my clavier d'ordinateur ou plutot d'ordinateur portable. x)

And as you can see, i'm speaking two languages in one sentence. I prefer writing in english because it's like a practice. We should not lose the things we have learned during the year ( talking like a true hermione Granger of the first HP books of the series . Wow, was that correctly phrased? I don't think so, but it doesn't matter because this DIARY is for personal use only, and if people want to read it well.. be my guest. Francly - is that how u write it? err.. - most of the people won't even bother or maybe if they bother the won't understand anything because the french population totally sucks in foreign laguages. yes, it's true. Lots of people say it so - behing the other people's back. i mean, let's take of the masks. We all know that french people don't bother to study - profoundly - other countries' languages. Even the statistics show it. We're nothing compared to the Skandinavians. ) OMG. here i go again with my 3 km brackets. Lucie it has got to stop. ( I just realised that i didn't finish the point of me writing this ). Like i said, i prefer to write in english but that doesn't stop me from writing in french, a thing that i do sometimes, when i'm uncomfortable with my sentence or just because i don't know the damn word in english.

Anyways, the description of myself ( look uphigh in the article ) made by MOI still fits. I just changed a couple of little details. For example, i'm no more in collège but in lycée ( oh YEAH!), old friends became ennemies ( my god, this sounds totally dramatic and movie-like x) but hey, i've got new friends now with whom i feel gool because we are on the same line and all.
Sinon, with age comes maturity, and i think in 28 days of becoming 16, i've gain lots of maturity even though there is no age for foolishness :p.

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Article : 17 Juillet 2009


Hello people! Here i am, back again... Miss me? Yeah, i thought so. anyways, just wanna say that i am very proud of myself because i am writing an article today. In less than 24 hours, i've written 2 articles. (well maybe less, because i think that i'm still going to be on this article till 00:10 so it won't be LESS, but nevertheLESS x] it's in a 24 hours zone shot).

So, what happened today? Well, nothing special. (that would become a catchy phrase from now on. And going to be a bit repetitive too because i'm sure that i'm going to write it in EVERY following article. Okay so here i am wandering around on the internet doing nothing interesting except catching up on updates of twilight and stuff. Nothing new there too. Ahh, why doesn't the damn movie come out all ready? i confess i'm getting bored with the first one (until i get the ultimate collector's edition coming up Nov, 3rd - it's like months from now. lol. private joke). and i can't believe i'm saying this but on the new still of bella and jacob, the two of them look really cute. (i can't believe that i just said that jacob was use... i'm so team edward but heck, just punish me allready and let's get this over with) SOOO... i've planned on writing about Twilight for this first/second article (it depends how you see it, i'm considering that this article is the first "real article" because a presentation doesn't really count and on the mean side it is also the second article when you see it materially and the introduction article is really long it counts in a way... bref, nevermind that) and oops i did it again (XD) with the long brackets and stuff.. damn it lucie when are you getting the rule stuck in you mind, we do not make long brackets! ( you do realise that the bracket thing is only for writing, and remplir le blanc x). okayyy (wow this is a long paragraph, let's move on to the 3rd one)

Well, TWILIGHT.
I think i'm gonna pass on Twilight for this article for the moment. Change in plans. Or maybe not. I'm not sure. I don't know what to say. i .. i... OKAY LUCIE! get a grip and start moving!.

'Kay, Twilight, Twilight, Twilight. TWILIGHT! *sigh*
Like i said in the title, why isn't that stupid shiny-Volvo owner real? Why doesn't he exist? *desperate sigh*

What i like about Twilight?:
Well, that's a pretty tricky question. i don't know if i can put it into words on a PC screen. Let's try.

Twilight is very important to me (yeah, i think people could guess that). I consider it as a part of my life because i devote a lot of time, money and space on my wall to it. Twilight came to me like a sign from above. Not like God Himself wanted me to look up Twilight, or to be more specific New Moon, on that bookshelf in the Young Adult section at Cultura. It wasn't like He said "Let Lucie discover the Twilight Saga and be part of a new phenomanol fandom." No. It was more the kind "Let Lucie discover the Twilight Saga to have something new special in her life". Because i think he predicted, or more likely saw it coming, the pause of TH. He knew that i wouldn't be into it like i used to be because there are less and less news about them (except for slap given to a fan or an altercation outside of a bar very recently) because they are in preparation of their new album, a release constantly repoussé. To entertain Lucie of thinking of dark things well, He sent her this little illumination.
Twilight came up to me at the right time. Not that i was in a moppy mood or suicidal or whatnot but, well i needed something new and why not a book? It never happened to me before. I was more of a musical fan or following some trends but i certainly didn't see this fandom coming. i mean for a book? something totally unreal and coming from a whacky somebody? i don't think so.


+Edit: 19/07/09

{update!: OMG. Kill me! I didn't keep my promise! I didn't update the blog yesterday. What a blasphemy (XD). Yeah so, sorry guys for not updating, i was kind of tired ( well not really) but saturday is Fort Boyard night and it's fun to watch the show. Which i soon regretted because the team was so lame they only had 4 keys and 2 indices, now how lame is that? and .. you know, when you watch people lose well it's sorta ... depressing. so i stop watching it and hang out with my dad. What did i do yesterday? Well nothing until 4p.m i went shopping! bought a pair of swim paddels and BRAND NEW SHOES! they look so good, totally lovely, i love them! (sorry i can't find a picture of them on the internet. just look in the Girls! magazine of this month [july x] and you'll find them on page errr...p.40. they are the "escarpins" x) and that's pretty it. rough day, isn't it?! XD. and today well nothing more that yesterday, i swam 5km today. yeah me \0/ ^^; forgot to mention, i'm watching "harry potter à l'ecole des sorciers" right now and ummmm... it's funny how dubbing sucks. i mean, hear this harry potter has the voice of a giiirll and the spells lose their class/charm/chic when pronounced in french. so PEOPLE, watch movies in their ORIGINAL VERSION, you will have the TIME of your LIFE ;)}

Back again on Twilight.
i don't know if i mentioned it but .. twilight changed my life, and now it is my life. i mean REALLY. each time i hear something qui a un rapport avec Twilight, well i talk about it, almost repeating the whole story. i'm a lost cause.

Edit: okay, finally, i'm totally not up to writing this article. don't know what to say. plus, everybody knows what twilight is to me... so, it's gonna be for another time ^^

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Article : 03 Août 2009


Hey,hey,hey people!! Whaz'up?!^^ Okay, i think it is time to face the truth. I'm not gonna be able to update this blog EVERY damn day. it's humanly impossible [for me]. Currently, i'm listening to paramore's new single that ROCKS. (check out Ignorance). so... j'avais l'intention to update the blog earlier but obstacles were just getting in my way. une panne d'électricité, pain in my mouth - ooh yeah! gotta tell you about that!- uhmm, lazyness, television. bref!

Yeah, about the pain in my mouth (it's still there). so. wednesday of last week, i went to the dentist, or whatever he is, and i got my wise teeth removed (omg! i'm not gonna be intelligent or WISE anymore. lol. as if i already was x) okkayyy, i think that it doesn't make any sense what i'm saying but 'NYWAY) and it HURT AS HELL. very much. people who try to be strong as if it's nothing and all, well they're fools. ( not thinking of anyone special. *cougheverychoucough* maybe in the moment it doesn't hurt because you don't even feel anything because u're under drugs but god. it will come. it will always come. i can't eat because it doubles the pain, and i can't chew either.... whoops! other way round, i can't chew so -consequence- i can't eat and it pisses me off. i'm constantly in a bad mood >:( ! it's like death. you can't escape - in this case be numb with pain - death. for several days, i had a balloon-sized cheek (like i declared on TWITTER). i started to panic and all bcause the last time i got two other wse teeth removed well, the suffering stopped in 3 days, and now, it's still on. the doctor told me that we don't "cicatrise deux fois de la même façon". i admit that i was a little reassured - because he checked and found nothing - but now, i'm a bit tense. a chouia tense x)

Otherwise, OME. i had the best dream .. correction, ONE of the BEST because i had *^^* - SHUT UTP! *chut* now. i'm already revealing lots of things of my life to you guys, i'm not gonna reveal my dream life TOO! (okay, this is what i'm dooing right now, but this is a particular dream AND UNIQUE). okay, here we go. so like three nights ago, i had this amazing dream. there was this gorgeous guy and he had a face (XD), a name and a huge lovely breath taking smile. i recognised him and he was .... "drumroll please!".... JACKSON RATHBONE! girls. you un-hun! i know right! OH MY JASPER XD so that was it. it is enough to make you happy for the whole entire day. AND. what a coincidence that way, i went to town to buy the new ONE magazine of this bi-month and there was a "fiche acteur" of him and a great photo! i finally know where his "i'm lost" tattoo is. ^_- (this is a emoticonic representation of the eye brow moving up/down, up/down XDD) [darn! i an't find the picture anywhere!] EDIT: YESSSS!!! Finalement, i found it. god. it's even better in HQ x) admire the CUTENESS of being LOST *oooh, i could just pinch him on the cheek; i think i'm in love *_* * ooohh, just thought of it! do you spot that little tattoo hun ?!^^. god. man of my life.

Gosh! i can't find ANY wallpaper on Jackson Rathbone NOR decent icons on Alexander Skarsgard ! HOT VAMPIRES cannot be appreciated around the net ! i protest! x)


Edit: 06/08/09

People, I'm back again, but really just for a short time because tomorrow ... I'M ON VACATION! A trip not to the sun but to .. St Malo, so it will mostly be a bit watery if you know what i mean. Bref, i still have this huge crush on jackon, i check his photos every time i'm ONLY online. but now the torture has ended because i've pu pictures of him on my ipod! now i can drool every SINGLE DAY over him. *sigh* so, you might think that because i'm not at home that i'm not going to be updating the blog. well, it is partially true, but people, there is always hope at any corner around you . i'm going to take the pc with me! let's just hope that it will work with the Wi-Fi over at the hotel. *fingers crossed (yn)*

This is a fucked up world. and really unfair. look at my situation. when i go to bed i really have these amazing ideas on what to write for the blog, but i'm too tired to open up my session and go on skyblog. otherwise it's in the morning or during the day, i have good subjects to think about and when night comes i'm to paresseuse d'aller sur l'ordi. Je suis tout de même une nina de la luna, mais .. voilà. la paresse l'emporte. FAIS CHIER!

Edit:

Hello people!
You're right! I'm back from vacation. Do you want to know where? Well, i kinda did all the brittany coast. with a pitstop in Normandy (Caen) along the way. It was nice :) Yes too, i didn't make any updates because there was NO WIFI.. maybe there was, but it didn't work with me soo .. couldn't keep my promises. soooorryy ! I'm back since August 15th (the day after my birthday FYI, I'm 16 now! Yup happy and all sweet 16). Sorry again for no sooner updates.

Article : 23 Août 2009

Hi y'all! Is everybody all right? Riiighh. God, i can't believe that the rentrée is in ONE goddamn week! This you see the holidays pass by? Even though i didn't do a lot of stuff, i didn't! Wow. Incredible. Bref... i didn't plan to write an article only on the time that passes by. I had something else in mind. ( i just realised that since i know that i passed my IGCSE, i have some trouble in writing in english. IRONIC. x) So... getting on with the subject of this article.

Everybody knows that Mr. Aqualis Pool organised a "soirée brésilienne" yesterday night. First of all, how can a country be a THEME? i mean .. it's weird isn't it? you can't do that. it's ... anyway. nothing new in the party. it was a bit ( a LOT) like the soirée fluo. They've put some color in the water, there was the same DJ. Differences: not the same color.. fluo: purple, BrazilNight: Magenta. and... Lifeguards put on their blazing yellow and green footballteam Brazil shirts. ALL THE SAME, UNIQUE T.